hais ? im really wondering . whats happening la . and why . dont really have the mood to post ytd . hais . duno why la . very moody yet high ? yeah . although im high la . but theres so many things going on my mine . and i cant make any decisions . i really cant make up my mind la . so afraid that things may go wrong and all that . i dont want to end up like what it is in the past . although i get lots of opinion from ppl . and most of dhem said that i should say this out . but , as i said . im so afriad things may go wrong . i dont want to be upset over anything anymore . not worth it rite ? if all doesnt care in the first place . why shud i be the one who is upset when there is nothing to be upset about ? since no one cares ? so why shud i ? rights ?

no one even knows that im upset ? and wad is this ? attitude ! ue think what am i ? hais ! how would ue feel if ur treated this way ? doubt ue'll never know . because ur never treated this way . but wait and see . the day will come . try putting urself in others shoe to see how others feel . its not very nice of ue ehs ? im gonna explode someday . i want to go to somewhr whr i can shout ! i wanna destress ! i'll not try anymore . family liddat ? friends ? and dhen sch work ? stop it la please . and tmr have bio and chem test . im gonna flunk . and i flunk my lit test today . im so useless la . being in three-eight and still flunking so many tests . i cant take it le . really hais . why ? i studied and everyone thinks i dont . i tried and heard bad comments . if want to suan me . suan it mroe directly pls . ty . of ue may just fuck off .

hais ? im really wondering . whats happening la . and why . dont really have the mood to post ytd . hais . duno why la . very moody yet high ? yeah . although im high la . but theres so many things going on my mine . and i cant make any decisions . i really cant make up my mind la . so afraid that things may go wrong and all that . i dont want to end up like what it is in the past . although i get lots of opinion from ppl . and most of dhem said that i should say this out . but , as i said . im so afriad things may go wrong . i dont want to be upset over anything anymore . not worth it rite ? if all doesnt care in the first place . why shud i be the one who is upset when there is nothing to be upset about ? since no one cares ? so why shud i ? rights ?

no one even knows that im upset ? and wad is this ? attitude ! ue think what am i ? hais ! how would ue feel if ur treated this way ? doubt ue'll never know . because ur never treated this way . but wait and see . the day will come . try putting urself in others shoe to see how others feel . its not very nice of ue ehs ? im gonna explode someday . i want to go to somewhr whr i can shout ! i wanna destress ! i'll not try anymore . family liddat ? friends ? and dhen sch work ? stop it la please . and tmr have bio and chem test . im gonna flunk . and i flunk my lit test today . im so useless la . being in three-eight and still flunking so many tests . i cant take it le . really hais . why ? i studied and everyone thinks i dont . i tried and heard bad comments . if want to suan me . suan it mroe directly pls . ty . of ue may just fuck off .